dysfunctional brain versus soon-to-be-piles-of-assignments

WOAH!

I can't believe i'm going back to college tomorrow for my first lecture!!!! My brain hasn't been functioning quite well for the past few months (3 months sem break) and i'm not quite prepared to face the new semester. *breathe in breathe out*

This holiday has been, well, fulfilling. I went to PD, cameron with awesome friends, chilling and doing nothing. However, i DID worked for a month at my aunt's event company. woo-hoo (To-do list checked for getting a job). It was an awesome experience even though i served as a vase (most of the time) haha.. but i took my boss's advice and observe. And she made me realize that i should start acting like a 20 year old instead of a shy girl-next door, IF i want to be a successful PR practitioner.

and i've learned something during the event that i attended while i was working. It might sound lame but yeah.. CHANGE is never easy. I don't like changes. It makes me feel like i'm vulnerable and stepping out of my comfort zone seemed impossible to me. I guess i have to change, to adapt to my new surroundings. If not i'll be this pathetic person who whines about everything. *breathe in breathe out*

Taking the 1st step is never easy. I guess I'll need a lot of courage. Never fear, i'll be as courageous as a lion! hopefully my faith in my religion (btw, i'm proud to say that im a Soka Gakkai Malaysia (SGM) member) will keep me strong!

ALL right, enough of all this self-motivating talk.

Some updates for the last few months:

1) I have a puppy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And her name is Little Foot!!! (my dad calls her Little Foot-sie -.-) She's a "farm dog" (translate to cantonese: choi yuen gao) aka hybrid dog if you wanna put in this way. She has short but soft gold fur, abit of white all over her body, especially the tip of her tail, her front legs and abit of her hind legs. She's adorable when she's asleep but when she gets wild, phew, my lunch/dinner would digest within 5 minutes. Imagine the effort i need to calm her down hahaha! (sorry, cant help but add abit of exaggeration)

2) I've joined the red fm 20k fb frenzy and i was one of the winners! boy that was exciting.. My 1st time winning something from a radio station, and its not just any radio station, its the awesome-ness red fm! so yeah. i have to call within 20 minutes when the dj announced my name. So, when Terry announced my name last thursday, i was halfway working at sunway hotel for the event. My mom called me and she was frantically shouting on the phone:" call red fm! call red fm!" I hurried to the end of the hall and tried to call red fm but the 1st two calls didn get through. FInally i got through on the 3rd attempt and i quickly hid in the toilet. That was the funniest phone call cuz i have to shout in the toilet. Thank god no one was there.. haha.. nevertheless, thank you red fm! Hope i can win tickets to Taylor Swift concert in UK! it would be awesome.

3) By the way, im working on a new project to direct and produce a music video for my form 5 class song. Its in production! it feels so good to be able to direct your own video and to visualize your idea =)

i think i've wrote enough of stuff...

wish me luck tomorrow =)

-signing off-

lunny

2011

Yeah, It's been awhile...

Welcoming 2011 was the sweetest memory as i stood beneath the colourful fireworks exploding atop of my head, showering sparkling colours all over me, my bee, and my dearest friends.

2010 is the past and 2011 is now.

What can i say? 2010 flew past like whirls of winds. There were tears, laughter, doubts, emo-ness. From hook-ups to break-ups, people around me gone through heartbreaks and i'm glad mine stayed next to me =)

And im looking forward to 2011 with anticipation, though the tingling sensation of being anxious tugs at the back of my head once awhile. I'm looking forward to be myself, not someone who pretends to be someone else.

P.S. so looking forward to cny. "It will be a fashion show for you from 1st day of cny till the last", quoted from my mom.

Depression

I don't like Taylor's now. Everytime i go for the scholarship interview, i would end up not getting it. I think im jinxed or something... Im so depressed now. =(

My family financial background is not too bad but it still kinda suck to know i couldnt get the scholarship. and to know that i put in effort during foundation to be eligible to apply for the scholarship. I thought i could at least upgrade my current scholarship to 50%, cuz that could really save alot. Currently im having SPM high achiever scholarship (50% for foundation, 30% degree).

Oh well, i could only tell myself that they are others who need the scholarship more than i do and i should be grateful that im at least having A scholarship now.

shall end my blog today with a sad face

=(

Diary of my cooking recipies

22/7/10 Thursday Rain

Dear diary,

Sometimes, i like to daydream about recipes but im just too lazy to cook... haha

Hence for the last few days i've been cooking for my own lunch.. these are my delicious creations:

1) french loaf + scrambled eggs + tomatoes ( I cooked this on monday 19/7/10)
first, i buttered the top of the french loaf and re-heat the bread in the microwave for 30 seconds. The butter melted instantly and the smell was so inviting.. yum yum.. Then i cracked 2 eggs and scrambled em (using a pan and spatula, obviously). Then i added in some tomatoes. When i'm done, i carefully laid em across my french loaf and voila!! my lunch is ready to be devoured.

2) CNY leftover glutinous cakes aka 年糕 (today's lunch)
Yes, u read this correctly, CNY LEFTOVERS. haha.. but the cakes were stored nicely in the freezer so yeah... My mom bought some purple sweet potatoes so i was inspired to fry the nian gaoS... First, i cracked an egg, pour some flour and mix em with some water. Making sure the mixture is not too watery nor too sticky, if not it would be hard to fry. Then i cut the sweet potatoes into slices and sandwich one thin slice of nian gao with sweet potatoes. (It looks like a weird sandwich hahaha). After that i dip the sweet-potato-nian-gao-sweet-potato sandwich into the mixture and put it gently onto the pan and watch it fried. I flipped it multiple times to ensure the sweet potatoes are soft. When it turns golden brown, i put it on a plate and ready to be served. mhmm hmm... Its best to eat when its crunchy on the outside but soft in the inside. The glutinuous rice cake just melted in my mouth.. uh-huh... (gosh.. this is really fattening for lunch.. but i only ate a few pieces ok? and drink lots of water... )

so yeah...

best of both worlds

I really believe that i'm the perfect combination of my mom and dad:

1) i have doble eyelid for my left eye while i have single for my right
my mom has double eyelids for both of her eyes; my dad has single eyelids.

2) i have 1 dimple
my mom has while my dad doesnt have.

3) im taller than my mom but shorter than my dad. =)

4) i like to do things last minute like my dad

5) im hot tempered like my mom.

6) my zodiac is goat, like my dad.

7) I like to shop like there's no tomorrow, like my mom.

8) my mom is really artistic while my dad is more scientific ( i guess accountant is considered scientific? he can draw maps though...) im ok with drawings... so i guess im in the middle?

9) my mom and dad are pretty organized... i'm completely opposite. my room is constantly messy so i gues i didnt inherit their genes huh...

10) my mom is kinda outgoing, used to go disco (during the 80s laaaa) while my dad is quiet and cool... so i guess im in between...

i wonder what would my kids be like next time hahahah....