hAvE yOu eVeR...

Pre warning : this blog entry contains cheesy and ss/ perasan-ish contents...


As the title of the blog may suggests, HAVE YOU EVER?

Have you ever,
fell in love with someone so deep that you stare at the phone
24/7, day and night
just to make sure you could answer the phone the moment he calls
or text him back the moment your phone beep the announcement of his text messages?

Have you ever,
be in love with someone so helplessly that
you turn on your phone the moment you wake up in the morning
just to check whether he texts you to say i love you
or i miss you
and sometimes rack your head out of desperado
why hasn't he calls to say "i need you"
how much he coudn't bear to live without you?

Have you ever,
be in love with someone so completely that
you could not bear the thought of not seeing him
not being near him
even just for a day or a single second
and you wish you would live with him
and watch him all the time?

Have you ever,
be in love with someone so undoubtfully that
you are meant for each other
that "destiny is the bridge you build to the one you love"
would do almost ANYTHING just to see him smiles
to see him throws back his head and laughs happily with you
to see him sighs when you cuddle in his arms
to see him winks at you mischieviously when both of you are alone
to see him snores lightly when he sleeps
to see him...
all the good things about him lingers in your mind...

Have you ever,
be in love with someone so suffocatingly drown in the sea of love that
you are not afraid to be yourself when he is around
to crack lame jokes even though you know your jokes are not funny
and yet he still laughs at you just to make you happy
OR be it your worst condition
and no matter what happens
he will pull you in an embrace to tell you everything is okay
and kiss your tears away


Have you ever
be in love with someone so desperately that
you cry when he jokingly says he will leave?
And whenever you fight with him and ego kicks in
you would still stare at the phone and wonder whether should you call
and wonder why he hasnt make the first move to say "I'm sorry"
and "I miss you, baby,"
"I love you can't you see?"

I have met my special someone and i hope he will be here forever and always :D